Tuesday, February 7, 2012
The geeklings father has also told me in the last week that he wants to share custody of our children 50/50. It's been a huge shock to me - and while, ultimately, I think will be to the benefit of our sons, the idea of "giving up" that much of my children's lives just wrenches my heart out. I had never imagined a time when they wouldn't be "all mine".
I'm sitting here wondering just how much ache one heart can take in a short space of time. Sunday, a week and two days ago, I sat sobbing with a friend and all I could say to her through my tears was "I can't".
Her response? "It's not 'I can't' - the words are God Help Me". So...God, please help me. With His help, I can do anything that is asked of me.